I WAS SO SCARED
I WAS REALLY FUCKING CONCERNED
Oh god. I was, actually scared.
EVERYONE WAS CONCERNED
October 17th, 2014
October 7, 2014
JESUS CHRIST I don’t even know how to feel right now. I’m so grateful to have Mi, because I can call her and just spend the entire time crying and trying to talk and not making any sense and she’ll stay on the phone with me and talk me through everything and reassure me and make me feel better. I literally had all these things planned out to say to her, but before anything I straight broke down crying. It’s already stressful enough running the class and having to deal with fundraisers, senior activities, spirit points, floats, and dances, along with activities for homecoming, murals, vendors, along with my parents getting mad at me for not doing stuff around the house and tutoring my sister, along with my sister’s problems involving the police, along with my poor grades, but I also have to deal with lowkey shit that people give me. Honestly, hearing my officers saying bad things about me sucks. It REALLY sucks. I hate hearing that I’m “doing a bad job as president” and I’m “not doing anything”. I’M NOT DOING ANYTHING? It’s a little bit unfair that I’m really not been given any credit for what I have done. I honestly feel like I’ve worked so hard as president, but I’m not being appreciated for anything. It’s like, all people look at are my faults and what I can’t do, rather than what I have done. I understand that I have to live up to really high expectations, because Mi did SUCH a great job as president. I’m trying, I really am. It’s not that I don’t like being the president, but I really should have thought more about what I was doing. I went straight to being president without any prior experience. I’ve learned to do so much as president, and I’m still learning. I wish I started sooner, so I wouldn’t be so slow at everything I’m doing. But I guess I just gotta try harder, and prove everyone wrong. I’m better than what everyone thinks, I just have to show it.
I don’t want to say that this is to keep track of the things we wear throughout the year because that’s incredibly lame… but this is to keep track of the things we wear throughout the year.
September 21st, 2014
I’m sad and will forever be sad. Thankssssss.
September 16th, 2014
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I need to chilllllllllllllllllll.
Septemeber 6th, 2014
Your stress causes me stress.