August 21st, 2014
Jesus Christ. I never thought I would be where I am today. I mean, me? As class president? It’s pretty unbelievable. How did I even convince myself to join ASB…? Nonetheless, I’m glad I did it. It feels great have something to do with my life, even if it’s temporary. I love being busy and the accomplished feeling you get after everything is done is amazing. But to be the best I could be takes up so much goddamn time. It kind of sucks to get no support from my dad with this. He told me he that I try to find every excuse to not be home. I love being home (sometimes), and I always try to be home when I can, even if it’s not much. Why do I have to get so much shit for not being home? It’s not as if I’m out fucking partying and doing crazy ass shit all the time. I’m just trying to keep up with life, getting involved in different things, getting some life experience, and just living. It’s already hard and stressful balancing family, friends, class stuff, ASB stuff, temple stuff, UPAC, and soon to be RO & schoolwork, it makes it even harder when I get put down for doing it. It’s not even that he doesn’t tell me not to do it, he just has so much disappointment when he talks to me about it, and makes me feel so freaking guilty. It sucks, but I guess I just gotta do a better job at balancing everything.
Childish Gambino - What Kind of Love (Secret Bonus Track)
actually me. I am so sorry
Hahaha.. i wouldnt even be mad
Nujabes - Peaceland
Juss’ because today is another day.